Silica

It is very easy to give you the tool to decide this yourself.

All you have to do is make sure that at any given moment you are acting to the best of your ability on the thing that excites you the most. Where you are not doing this, you are holding yourself back, plain and simple.

What you call excitement—that feeling, that vibration, that state of being, whether it be jumping up and down or whether it be that state of centered peaceful contentment—doesn’t matter, as long as it’s representative of your highest joy, and you’re doing the best you can to act on the opportunities that contain the most of that frequency, you will be thus then most highly aligned with the core frequency of your being, your path, your purpose as you have chosen it.

That’s what excitement is there to tell you—this is the thing that is most you. If you keep moving in that direction, it is the thing that will also support you the easiest in your life.

Whenever you are doing something that you can tell is not representative of your highest joy, that you are carrying around ideas that other individuals are telling you you ought to do but you know are not true for you—that is how you hold yourself back.

Now, if you do that, there is no reason to judge yourself for doing that. You can learn lessons from why you would be motivated to do something that you know is not representative of your truth.

But once you get in touch with that and decide that you will only then from that point forward do the things that you know are relevant to you and only to you, that give you the sense of peace, balance, and joy you prefer in your life, then you will be again smoothly aligned with your own truth and your own choice of path in your present life.

It is as simple as that. That’s the mechanism. That’s all there is to it. And that’s how you know at any given moment whether you are aligned or whether you are holding yourself back.

Yes, because your society has created the concept of a fragmented consciousness. You have created the compartment or the drawer you call subconscious reality. Thus you have used it to stuff and hide many things that you are afraid to look at about yourselves and not willing to open that drawer.

The drawer is not leak-proof. The strongest fears, doubts are stuffed into that subconsciousness drawer. They will eventually push their way out through a crack.

If you ignore or suppress them, then they can come up and smack you in the back of the head.

But the idea is that they only do so to force you to face the issues that, if you are willing to face them, can be integrated within you in a positive and constructive way to allow you to start operating more holistically as your true self. They are never there to really hold you back.

It is the lack of willingness to face the fears that is the only thing that could be construed in any fashion as holding you back.

On the other hand, you are all unlimited, eternal beings. If you decide that you will not do the thing that is your truth in this life, you will decide to do it some other time and some other place. So in that sense, you cannot really ever be held back, ultimately.

But in your present life, you can spend time avoiding the things that you do need to learn from, and then you’re not spending time really doing the things you would prefer to be doing.

How do you know there is more you could be doing if you don’t know what that is?

Well, that means you’re obviously in touch with it on some level. So obviously on some level you do know what it is, or you wouldn’t know there’s something you don’t know. That makes sense to you? I mean, consciously I understand that.

But we are all about reflecting back to you that the only reason you think that you have things hidden is because you think you have a subconscious. If you stop creating the segregation, you’ll know what you know and you won’t be hiding it from yourself.

Now, clarity can come moment to moment. When you talked about the idea of having clarity, you don’t necessarily have to have clarity for your entire lifetime. You can have clarity in the moment. Was it clear to you that you wanted to attend this event? Well, you had clarity, didn’t you?

It’s not so hard, is it? It’s really just a matter of making a choice, isn’t it? Looking at your options: “What will I do today? What will I do at this moment? What are all the options that are available to me at this moment that I can choose from? There’s this, there’s this, there’s this—which one excites me the most? This one.”

There you are—clear and simple. That’s the one you act on to the best of your ability. That’s really all there is to it.

Even if you have some life-spanning project or career in mind that you want to do or think you should have, it still comes down to a moment-to-moment experience of simply choosing at every moment whatever is the most exciting thing at that moment you’re capable of choosing to do.

That’s all clarity requires—deciding who you are right now, this moment, this second, this nanosecond.

What’s that got to do with anything? Do you feel you’re supposed to be handling more? Are you attempting to live up to other people’s expectations? If you are, yes, of course that’s very tiring. Very tiring—attempting to be everyone else’s idea of what you should be. Sort of like juggling and walking a tightrope.

A lot of people—not a lot, people are—to me seems like I don’t know how to turn… Turning to you for—What? It seems question. Well, thank you. Turning to you for what? For help. Not necessarily, but in specific, such as—I don’t know. It would be—yes, you do. Work. It would be give me a specific. At work, it would be to be there to help them with the job. Are you doing a job you don’t enjoy doing?

If you want the world to be this way, then be that way yourself. And know that you do not have to do anything anyone else tells you if it is not representative of your joy.

Find out what is and begin by simply being more peaceful, being more insightful, allowing yourself to define the reality you prefer and letting that be a valid reality. I would like to give you an assignment, if I may, if that won’t seem like too much work for you. Would all right—I don’t want to overburden you.

Your assignment—in whatever way, shape, or form you want to do it—writing, painting, singing it, however you want to do it—your assignment is to describe the world you prefer in as much detail as you can, and see what you come up with, and then see how it differs from the world that you are allowing yourself to exist in. You follow? Do that exercise and see what insight you get just from that. That will be a beginning.

But it is all right for you to define the world you prefer, and even sometimes if you find that there are still things you’re doing now that you still want to do, you may still find that there are other ways to go about doing those things that are still more representative of your preference than the way you’re doing them now.

But if you find there are things you are doing that just don’t fit the vibration you prefer, and you recognize that it’s not a matter of running away from something but it really isn’t what you prefer, it’s really not you—I would strongly urge that you allow yourself to believe that you can do something else that is more to your liking, and that it will in fact support you in whatever way it needs to do.

Most of you have been taught: stop playing, you’re an adult now, grow up, get serious, stop playing, don’t be such a child. That’s what you have heard over and over and over again.

I would recommend that as a child, you knew exactly how to create the reality you needed to create because you knew how to play and manifest and envision and imagine and feel and act and be. You need to remember how to be who you are so that you can do what is representative.

Well, let’s see—want to make sure it’s not going to be too much. I’ve been feeling in my upper body—yes, I think it is related to a manifestation of this general state I was just describing. Oh, what a surprise. I would have been quite shocked had you said that you were not tense. You understand, of course you’re tense. You are trying to be something you’re not. Don’t you think that takes effort?

Would you do me a favor? Take a deep breath as deep as you can. Hold it. Don’t let it out. Hold it. Don’t let it out. Don’t let it out. Are you still holding it? There you have—don’t apologize. It’s exactly what you were supposed to do.

You know you cannot hold your breath forever. It makes you tense. And the way you chose to release it was by seeing the folly in the situation, and so you laughed and relaxed and let yourself come to the surface.

You all already know what laughter can do for all of you, and it takes us back to remembering how to be a child.

Sometimes this is the case, but many of you are now developing more silica in the body, especially in the brain, to act as a more sensitized receiver to higher frequencies of electromagnetic energy. And that’s what silica is good for. You know this is true.

That’s what I was asking. Do you not remember that the idea of crystals were originally used in your radio instrumentation to act as vibrational receivers of energy? Yeah, but I never connected silica. You need to start making a connection. Yeah, I don’t know—oh, okay. That connection? Yes. I don’t really know much about silica. I know.

You need to start doing some homework, as we already discussed. You need to start doing research about the things you are asking about to find out what there is to know about them, so that you will understand these connections instantly. Because if you don’t understand these connections, you’re going to find the work you’re doing is going to take a lot longer than you wanted to.

So do more research about the substances you are inquiring about. There is information on your planet that you can learn from that will help you greatly. It is—and I do not mean this in any way, shape, or form offensively—you understand? You understand? Yes. Go ahead.

I will just say it this way: even on your planet, understanding the connection between silica and the crystals in your old radio sets is child’s play. It’s first-level knowledge.

I’ve just never had the inquiring thing until just within the last couple of weeks for silica. But the idea therefore is that at that moment, why did you not allow your curiosity to direct you toward literature on the subject? It wasn’t that strong. Well, at the time it really was. I was just been introduced to the idea. I understand.

But you see, what you yourself need—I will research—what you yourself need is more insatiability to your curiosity instead of such idleness to it. Idleness to my curiosity? Yes. Ooh. You need more insatiability. So allow that to grow, and you will be a whirlwind of information before you know it. Okay. Eat, sleep, breathe the knowledge you want.

You have a saying on your planet—yes, it is a wise saying: “Chance favors the prepared mind.” When you learn the things you need to learn about the subjects you’re interested in, that’s when inspiration and synchronicity can all of a sudden make a connection within you. When you have enough information that a connection can be made—chance favors the what? Prepared mind. Yes. It is an old saying on your planet.

So when you form the proper foundation, insights can automatically come because the foundation is there. So learn your knowledge, do your homework, and all of a sudden you will see a lot farther than you think you can once you have the proper foundation to do so.

It is remember logarithmic. When you learn one thing, that is one thing. When you learn two things, there are more combinations than just two things that can then come by way of inspiration about that knowledge. You can see a lot farther than just two things when you know two things. Do you understand?

Because two automatically begets the concept of something in between them, and then from there begets the concept of something reflecting that, and on and on and on and on. So the more individual bits of information your curiosity leads you to, the larger the scope and scale of concept you are capable of understanding intuitively.

Remember this and use it if you wish as a symbol for yourself.

We are perceiving that your planet is multi-layered, and that there are many elements to that particular sociological event that are unknown to most of you.

The idea is that you have created layers and layers and layers—subconscious layers even in the activities of certain individuals. They actually symbolize the subconscious layer of your mentality collectively. Thus there are individuals connected to that particular sociological event that you don’t even know about, and we’re not even made aware of during what you call the trial presentation.

The idea also is that it is a depiction in general, as we have to some degree addressed previously when asked, of what happens to an individual when a large number of other individuals choose to heap upon that individual’s shoulders the burden of the responsibility of acting as an icon for the society, instead of each individual being responsible for their own self-empowerment.

Under that kind of weight of taking on the concept of being an icon, many individuals and personalities in your society will, as we say, crack. Do you understand? Yes.

It is an entire issue of what happens when an individual is not prepared for the idea of having heaped upon them all the expectations, hopes, desires, and dreams of a multitude of people, and they actually accept responsibility for all of that instead of saying, “You all have your own lives. You are all heroes in everyone’s eyes. Be your true selves. I am just who I am.”

Had the individual been centered in that way, there would have been no pressure felt to move into realms, associations, and contacts that ultimately would compromise the self-empowerment and balance of that individual in such a way as to bring about the circumstances that existed, which again were also connected to other individuals that you know nothing about.

We are in that sense therefore saying to you that the primary individual you have referred to in that sense was involved, but not alone. Do you understand? Yes. There’s more—there’s a lot more to it.

Didn’t ever came out to us? Yes, because you choose to create and have created your society to operate on subconscious levels and have suppressed so much of yourself that you have created strata in your society that represent that subconscious element.

What you have colloquially referred to as the criminal element—you will find that while a few individuals knew the entire story, it was in that sense out of the idea of fear and the inability of your society to accept that that strata really exists within you all, that certain information was not made public, since it operates from a level of threat and fear, and there is still enough trigger mechanisms in your society that would respond to that fear in a negative way.

Now do you think or can you perceive at this point anyway that that will be made truth in time?

When you are ready to accept yourselves and understand the core reason why individuals perpetrate in your reality some of the things they do against other individuals—when you are willing to accept and understand that it is only because individuals are made to believe that they are disempowered that they seek to dominate other individuals—then will you truly be capable of transforming them and really helping them, rather than the idea of simply assuming that the problem is dealt with by sequestering them and once again creating more encapsulation and isolation in your consciousness, your collective consciousness.

Does that make sense to you? Oh, yeah. There is much more, but again, there are only certain things that are appropriate for us to address about your society so that we do not in that sense interfere with the process. There is much more and many more individuals involved than you might think, on a much deeper level than you might think.

Eventually you will remember more, and as you do, sometimes you might remember some pain. We are not saying that the pain is necessary, just that the idea is that whatever is happening is reflective of certain aspects of your society as well, and the pain that has generated within itself.

It does not excuse that pain is caused sometimes in those encounters, and you do not necessarily have to remember that right now. But the idea is to recognize that when all of this will have the best chance of equalizing, and when you will have all of you that are involved in that way the best chance of also participating as an equal in determining the agenda and the schedule and how it unfolds—will be when you accept the idea that as you expand in your recognition of beauty, you will also expand in your recognition of the dark side of your soul as well.

Doesn’t mean you have to live it. It’s just that you have to be willing to accept that it’s there, because you are in a universe of polarity, and the dark side is just as valid an experience as what you call the light side.

To be so, while you are focused on the idea of the overall positive reality of the agenda, you will be exposed to more and more recognition of the fears that exist within each and every one of your polarized mentalities. And that’s all right.

Yes. Surrender for many things you are.

But again, remember that as one dimension of reality intersects with your dimension of reality, sometimes on a very primal level your mentality sees that overlap and intersection as a dissolving of your reality and therefore an annihilation of your ego structure, and sometimes will simply automatically kick into fear survival mode, regardless of how much you think you are ready and willing to surrender.

That may still be very difficult for certain portions of your primal consciousness to accept, until you are truly more blended and recognize that you’re not really being annihilated. But the idea of surrender is one tool that can assist you, as long as in that surrender you know that you are completely and totally connected to the strength of the infinite.

No, not exactly. It is to some degree siphoning from you some of the constriction of the deep pain of the lack of ability to express your identity.

We are in that sense assisting in balancing your energy in this way, by utilizing the channel’s body as an electromagnetic antenna to release some of the things that you feel you have been incapable of releasing. One moment.

Can you take a deep breath? Can you take another? And can you take a third? Stand up. Stand up. Are you standing? Yes. Are you standing as tall as you can? Yes.

How do you feel about standing as tall as you can? Feels good. Do you feel that you deserve to be noticed in that way? Yes. Do you feel that you deserve to be recognized in that way? Yes.

What is your greatest joy? What is my greatest joy? Yes. My greatest joy—love. Love my family. Being loved. Being loved by whom? The people, those around me. But you say that you feel you weren’t given that? No. Do you feel that you give yourself enough love now?

I just love to do innovation. All right, then follow your joy as you want anyway.

And I’ve heard the concept recently here of in trying to draw energy from the etheric field—yes—that you have to have a charge in rotation always accelerating. It depends upon the application. Yes.

Okay. I’m kind of looking for trying to get DC energy—direct current energy—understood. Okay. And I’m just wondering if in doing the model, if this would be okay as a static model, or did it have to rotate? Static. Static. Okay.

The fact that it is designed in conical form as a spiral up and down is what provides the rotation as far as this particular device is concerned. It does not literally physically have to rotate. I was hoping for that. Yeah. Great.

Okay. I’m just wondering whether—figuring that the tip of one touches the plate of the other—yes—and if there has to be—and then can the energy be drawn from the plates? Okay. Yes.

And so you don’t have to look for a break in the wire? No. Okay. So just—yeah. Okay. I’ll pursue that.

Define “blue star”—it’s supposed to be a spaceship made up of angelic beings who wish to help our planet and bring life.

This is simply a collective consciousness recognition of a level of consciousness that does exist. You are becoming more aware because you are becoming more sensitive to higher frequencies of energies. You are becoming more aware of its existence and its intention to send you the unconditional love to help guide you in your decisions to create your world to be what you wish it to be. That is what we perceive the concept as you have described it to be.

Have you seen it? We understand the level. We do not perceive it as you do. To us, it is not a focused point in a particular place. It is a seed realization, a seed aspect of All-That-Is—sequestered in what you would call the first level of recognition, the first level of reflection of the infinite of itself. Do you follow that? Do you understand that translation?

First, what you call the angelic realm is the first level of reflection that the infinite had of itself and thus manifested what you call the angelic consciousness. The “I Am” knew itself to be, and thus in the knowing spontaneously generated what you perceive to be the concept of angelic levels of consciousness.

In that you as a species are now beginning to see different portions of your collective consciousness in a more integrated way, you are becoming more sensitized to perceiving your existence on all levels. And what you have named the blue star is simply your ability now to sense the radiation coming from the angelic level that has always been there. It is simply that you have opened a small gate through which you are now capable of sensing or perceiving that radiance of assistance.

But you are also perceiving it as it intersects your dimension of reality, which is why it is being labeled as blue—because your dimension of reality manifests first consciousness as electromagnetic light, which is a blue radiance. So you’re only seeing one effect, one side effect of the intersection of higher levels of consciousness with your dimension of reality. That is what the concept of the blue star represents. It is literally more like a pinhole through which certain radiance is intersecting your dimension.

Yes. Your comet symbol is the symbol of cycles. You are recognizing that you are coming to the end of an old cycle and the beginning of a new.

But you’re also perceiving that this is going to be physiologically symbolically represented as well, as there is in fact a very large comet approaching near the orbit of your planet at this time and will be emotionally visible in your year of 1997.

Do not be afraid. It will not collide with your world, though it will come relatively close and be quite visible even by day. It’s described as being seen almost like the sun itself, and there being two suns at that time.

In that sense, that analogy holds in that it is the sun of the inner light—the awakening of the inner light within each and every one of you that it symbolizes—the beginning of the cycle.