Re-Creating Yourself

We have from time to time talked about the notion that getting in touch with this concept of living in the now from one point of view is that you can allow yourself to begin in a sense to detach from anything you have ever been from your so-called past. Now we do not mean that you go into denial.

We do not mean that you bury the idea. We do not mean that you do not allow yourself to retain awareness of other experiences that you can draw upon to give you knowledge and information that you can use to determine who it is you want to be now. We are not talking about losing your memory, but the idea of detaching from your past as a technique, as a state of being, can serve you to more clearly and effortlessly learn to Define yourself in the present without allowing certain Concepts or connections to the past to clutter your ability to do so.

In that many of you have been brought up thinking that certain past events control your ability to make decisions now, and this is not the case. Nothing from the past influences you at all. You decide who you are at any given moment totally from the present. In deciding who you are, you may choose for one reason or another, from one assumption or another, from one definition or another, from one belief or another to make a connection to the past to assume that there might be some kind of inertia or momentum or idea or experience that holds you or keeps you from doing something that you want to do in the present. But that assumption, that connection, that feeling is being created not from the past but from the present and is simply based upon your understanding of what it is possible to do, of what definitions you can create yourself to be, and the limitations that you buy into are what allow you to keep assuming that your past is what controls your ability to be what you want to be in the present. And this is not the case.

Therefore, to expand upon this notion of detaching from the idea of the past in a negative way so that does not limit you in a non-creative way, we would now like to reinforce the concept that you are a personality construct. Yes, you are a spirit, yes you are a soul, and that is in a sense an eternal and infinite thing. And the Soul, you are the Consciousness that you are, is always in a sense the same Consciousness, the same identity knows itself as itself forever and ever. However, in projecting itself into physical materiality, it creates a personality mask or a construct, what you call your physical Persona, to represent Itself by, to experience one unique point of view from time to time throughout the idea of a physical life.

This personality construct in a sense therefore is artificial, and thus as you change your notion of yourself, as you grow, as you learn, as you create, as you experience, you literally change that personality construct a number of times, maybe even thousands, maybe even millions of times through the course of any physiological Lifetime on Earth. As such, you must understand there is a very important distinction you can make about what you’re doing in these changes because it isn’t really that you are the same person making a change in the person to become different. You are the Same Soul, the same Consciousness, yes, making a change of person to experience a different idea, a new idea, a new experience. But the person you are from moment to moment, no matter how you think you look in the mirror from moment to moment—even though you may think you look the same as you did a moment ago—every change you [make], every experience you have, every thought that goes through you literally, literally, literally, literally changes you as a person. You are not the same person you were a moment ago.

And in fact, let us now take it a step further. Even saying you were not the same person you were a moment ago is to some degree misleading because the idea really is is that as the soul creates a new persona for the moment of experience, that person, the new person reflective of the new moment, is a new person in totality and has no history. No history whatsoever. None. Zero. NADA. Zip. No history whatsoever. Every single moment you are totally and absolutely free to define the you that you are as a personality. It has no history. Therefore no Persona in any given moment is in any way shape or form truly limited by any other person that was created by the Consciousness. It is not the same person changing a little bit; it is a different person that is created moment to moment to moment to moment totally utterly absolutely. You have no history.

When you understand this as a state of awareness, you can then draw upon a number of different experiences that you might call your past selves, but now you begin to realize it’s not even so much your past as it is simply other persons, other people connected to the Same Soul, perhaps part of the same consciousness experience, but they are other people. And that you don’t have to in any way shape or form feel limited by the experiences of those other people because they are distinct and discreetly Unique Individuals apart from whoever you decide you are at this given moment. And when you really understand this it will free you up in amazing ways to really know nothing holds you back, that what you decide you are at any given moment will then be the case. And as you know this and as you behave as if you know this, you will see your physiological reality start to reflect to you the certainty of that freedom to such an amazing degree of synchronicity and magical creativity and creation that you will finally understand what it means to be made in the image of creation—that you literally are every moment a facet, a face, a point of view of creation.

So remember when you start thinking about the idea that your past is holding you back: Remember You, the you you are right now at every moment, has no history. And if you make that connection it’s a choice you are making as the person you are from the present. Ask yourself why you would want to do that if it seems to be something that’s limiting you, because soon as you understand that you’re not motivated to make that bridge, to make that link, to make that connection to another person who has nothing to do with you—even though you used to call that your past self—you will no longer in any way shape or form feel trapped by anything that that person experienced because you are unique, you are new, you are whoever you say you are right here and right now for the very first time ever in creation. That’s subject number one.

Subject 2: The First Moment of Self-Realization

Tthe first moment of self-realization of God or All-That-Is or the infinite.

The “beginning” is actually within creation (creation is not subject to time; time is a creation of the infinite), but to use your colloquial language for a moment just to explain it as an illustration: is that at one time it could be said there was the All that in a sense did not know itself because it was all there was and there was no differentiation.

The first moment of self-awareness was the first split off of itself to itself, the first reflection.

That first reflection is what you call creation. As soon as All That Is became aware that it was All That Is, that created the idea of the process of the creation of All That Is in its individuated state. The first level, the first layer, the first recognition of All That Is of itself, the first split off if you will, is what you on your planet typically refer to as Angelic Consciousness.

Within the first split off of angelic Consciousness there is by definition the idea of the polarities of positive and negative. Mechanically speaking, this does not mean good and evil exactly, does not mean the idea of right and wrong exactly, but just the idea mechanically of that which integrates and that which separates: positive and negative mechanical Consciousness. This is archetypally, symbolically in your civilization represented on the Angelic level by the symbolism archetypally of Archangel Michael and the symbology of the archetype of Archangel Lucifer. In this way that polarity was the first split off of the infinite from itself if you will.

This mechanism of how from that point other layers down below, more dense realities, more differentiations of collectivity of consciousness are created. Use the following illustration and remember that it is only an illustration but it will serve. The idea is to think of this Angel archetype, positive angel archetype, negative, as two magnifying glasses: one light, Crystal Clear; one darkened in a sense, representing the polarities. The one light of the infinite, the original infinite, shines through them both.

But because they are two different magnifying glasses and they can be focused in a variety of ways, then they can refocus that light back into what might appear to be a single point. But you know that it is no longer the same kind of Singularity that the original Oneness is because now it is made up of the polarities coming back together to form a union, to create a new kind of an idea of Singularity, a new kind of an idea of activity of Consciousness.

The way in which those two analogous mirrors Focus, the degree to which they focus, the depth to which they focus, determines the level of the collective Consciousness that you’re talking about. Thus that beam from one and the beam from the other coming together to form another unique spot of light can be representative of collective consciousness of a High dimensional realm. It can be representative of the world Spirit Consciousness, what you call the Christ Consciousness, the Buddha nature, the Krishna Spirit—does not matter, the World Spirit, same idea. It can be representative of individual personalities as you recognize yourselves to be. But all of those individual representations are simply a matter of degree of focus and angle of the unique one light coming through the polarities and refocusing itself down to a single point again.

So in understanding different levels of collective Consciousness in that way, you can begin to see how it’s really just a matter of degree, just a matter of angle, just a matter of focus.

And by getting in touch and using this diagram in meditation, you can allow yourself to experience a lot of those other levels higher in a sense in vibration than what you may consider yourself to be, and it can give you more understanding of how to play with that Focus so as to take yourself in a sense more precisely to realize and recognize the self that is already on all those different strata that you may not be aware of because of the degree of limitation that goes hand-in-hand with the concept of physiological reality. Let this sink in and play with this image in whatever way shape or form your imagination so desires, and you can put this in conjunction with the third idea that we will now discuss with you to some degree, but use it however you wish.

Subject 3: The Baking Analogy

The third idea is simply another illustration about the idea of the transformation and transition that many of you are going through now, that the transition your planet is going through now. And we wish to use a very simple analogy that might be a little bit more clear and a little bit more fun for you in understanding why it might from time to time feel difficult to many of you in going through this transitional State, this transitional time on your planet now. Why this might be happening. And the analogy we would like to use that we used in the private dialogue that we feel may help some of you is the analogy of baking.

You have the concept on your planet of what you call the egg, the flour, the milk. These individual ideas represent in general terms the ingredients of the final product you typically call a cake. The cake is what in a sense you are becoming. But right now in the transition, what you are is batter. You are no longer the egg, the flour, and the milk separately. You have come to the point in your learning, in your growth, in your expansion and understanding of spirituality that you are complete in the idea that you contain the egg, contain the flour, contain the milk as separate and individualized Concepts. But now you are looking to integrate and blend. You now have mixed all these ideas into a batter and plopped yourself in an oven and you are baking. But you are not yet done.

While the batter is baking, it may not understand who or what it is because it is in an in-between State between what it used to know itself to be as so clearly Defined—the ingredients were egg, flour, milk, very clear, very understandable—and ultimately you know what you are heading toward. Cake is a singular concept that you can understand. But batter? Batter is fluid. A little bit of egg, a little bit of flour, a little bit of milk, sometimes a little bit more here, a little bit more there. And as you bake, maybe one part gets cooked a little bit faster than another, one part catching up to the other, not really cohesive. And this idea of all these separate elements attempting to come together into a harmonic orchestration maybe some of the confusion that you are feeling now in this transitional state.

But simply chalk it up to the understanding that all that’s happening is that you are baking. That different ingredients that you are made up of or used to think you were made up of are in a sense baking at slightly different rates in a sense. But ultimately as you get used to the higher vibration representative of the heat of the oven, you will allow all the ingredients to become cohesive and to begin to bake at the same rate. And as soon as you match that frequency, then the heat of discomfort you may feel in this transitional time will no longer be experienced as a discomfort because you will match the frequency, you will match the temperature of the Heat. And as soon as you match the temperature of the Heat and idealize the balanced state within you of all the ingredients you are attempting to blend, you will be cake. And then of course your life will also be a piece of cake. So sounds good. Utilize this idea and be easy on yourself with any of the ideas of discomfort that you are having. Simply remind yourself that you are still in the process of baking, you are still in the oven, but just imagine how yummy you will be when you come out.

So we thank you for allowing us at this time to discuss with you and share with you these three ideas that you can incorporate and absorb within your Consciousness at whatever rate you find comfortable. It is up to you. It is not in any way shape or form Paramount that you must understand these things now or even understand them at all in the way that we have delivered them. Each and every idea we share with you is only that—an idea, a perspective, a point of view. It is only to reflect back to you that you already know these things, to literally remind you of who and what you are so that you can REMember yourself and live the life that is representative of the infinite creator that each and every one of you are as an aspect of the infinite.

Questions

Asker: I woke up the other day with a deep scratch on my left arm near the elbow. I checked my bed thoroughly all around and there were no needles or marks. So I assume that I was detained this week and um that is not a mark of detainment but we will not discuss what it is at this time. Oh was it something I did to myself in a sense?

Bashar: Yes cuz that was… we will not discuss the details at this time.

Asker: I thought it might be something that I’m doing to myself cuz I discovered another bruise as well in that um because I’m having doubts about my abductions that it’s a way for me to either verify it or to prove to myself that I’m doing it to myself.

Bashar: That is peripherally connected to psychologically what you are doing but that is not the whole idea but we will not go into it in detail at this time.

Asker: Okay. Um I’m curious about Transcendental Meditation. Yes there are many individuals you can ask about this. Well what I wanted to ask you is um when you’re given a mantra, yes um is this mantra something that that my higher self or my guides are helping to choose or is it something that any individual can pick for themselves? How is the sound and vibration?

Bashar: It will depend upon the level or frequency of your Consciousness at any given moment and whether you have arrived at a certain point of synchronicity that would allow this to occur. But do also remember that even though you may attract quote unquote another individual to give it to you in that sense, it is still representative of the synchronicity of your own timing of giving it to yourself even though it may come through another individual. But yes, the higher self to some degree is participating in these ideas and sometimes also guides are participating in the creation of this idea. And that any other individual that may come into the event is simply to be seen as a part of an entire larger event. So the idea really is to get in touch with the event itself and not concentrate so much on the idea of exactly through what methodology it might come, although you can always trust your own synchronicity as to what might seem to be the path of least resistance that will in a sense bring it to you if your excitement and your joy are in the direction of receiving such. Do you understand?

Asker: Yes. But if if somebody didn’t want to go through a formal path of training in this sense and they just decided to to pick their own Mantra, would this be equally effective for that person?

Bashar: Maybe, maybe not. It will depend upon the reasons for why the person is deciding to go the path that they are going for. In many cases an individual may decide to go a path on their own because they may have certain assumptions about what the other path in that sense is all about and they may feel that it is to some degree too difficult to go that path. It will depend upon the reasons and the circumstances in which that decision is made. Ideally yes, ultimately any individual can decide that signature vibratory tool for themselves. But in many many cases many individuals are not necessarily at the proper pitch, have been refined in that sense to the proper pitch to be absolutely certain that that’s what they’re doing.

Asker: I’ve been attracted to Arcturus. I went over some old material you gave quite some time ago and you said that it’s a gateway to Essani and Sirius and and Earth.

Bashar: Arcturus energy represents a Gateway energy, not so much to the idea specifically of our world or the Sirius star system, although you can of course access anything through any gate. But the Gateway that Arcturus is most representative of in relationship to your world is the Gateway through which Consciousness is in a sense adjusted and aligned that is preparing to be born upon your planet Incarnation.

So that as the new children passing through that alignment Gateway they will no longer after birth forget as much of who they are. That’s primarily what it’s all about. And one of the reasons that you are primarily now connecting to the Arcturus gate has to do with the idea of helping yourself form stronger connections to the children that you have in other Realms.

Asker: A couple mornings ago we had a dream uh it was a fairly long involved thing but which I don’t remember that anymore but the very last portion of it I was on a examination table and it was like I was told that everything is in perfect working order. All right can you explain a little bit what needs to be explained? Does it not seem pretty as you say in your language clearcut?

Bashar: Yes. No pun intended. There’s some question marks there I see. And what do you believe those question marks contain?

Asker: Contain… oh a whole lot of them. But it uh… what is your primary question regarding this idea this perception? The the beings who… who were they? The connection?

Bashar: In a sense generally speaking though of course we have said there are many factions of this, you can simply generally refer to them as Gray. Okay? A faction, a particular faction of what you typically call the gray. Little bit more of a futuristic faction, little bit more of an evolved faction of the Grays, something commensurate with those with whom you made certain agreements and agendas.

Asker: Number two good day Bashar and are you good day? Uh at the last session in uh when we were in Malibu at the ending um there was a shift in energy uh you said one moment and we find it this time that and then it was very slow and then you you went with a traditional closing guys and I felt the energy shift and at that same time I started to do sort of a wind tunnel sound that I do sometimes in Taurus class. All right that moves energy around yes. And I wondered um was the reason that the that the session was ending because of a shift in the electromagnetic grid or I’m not sure why.

Bashar: Electromagnetic grid or I’m not sure why? Not the reason why the session was terminated. That was simply a matter of timing. But what was being sensed was yes a shift in the electromagnetic grid of your entire world.

Asker: Yes. Uh why do I pick up that U resonance or reflection or… because you are sensitive. Why not?

Bashar: Should that be a mysterious thing?

Asker: No it just seems uh that I haven’t uh experienced that in these sessions before.

Bashar: So so it hasn’t happened before?

Asker: So no it’s fine. I yes just just wanted more clarification. Do you have it or is there some other Avenue you wish to walk down with this idea? Uh well am I responding to it or am I contributing to it?

Bashar: You know the answer is both. Is both.

Asker: Okay. Do I uh how can it be otherwise?

Bashar: That’s true. You are part of the co-creation and whatever you create that is then reflected in your outer reality you choose to respond or react to which then re-amplifies the idea and allows you to determine what your relationship is of the energy. Sort of in a figure eight. Yes. Your symbol for infinity in a sense right? Um your symbol for the idea of cycles that go through the center of what you might euphemistically call the eye of the needle. In knowing that as you pass through that narrow Center Point you then strip away anything and everything that does not belong to you and emerge out the other side clean and free and more representative of who you really are. Loop back around and go through the process again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again until you vibrate and resonant in that point and only in that Center Point as your true self. Does that help explain the idea of the image?

Asker: Uh yes. All right. Um it is an elastic idea, an elastic illustration for going through the polarities: positive negative positive negative positive negative until you blend both of them into a single moment, a single point of balance and understanding and clear awareness. That is the symbology of that idea. Does that help you?

Asker: Yes. Um I wonder if you would um talk a little about yesterday.

Bashar: Which what about yesterday?

Asker: Okay there was a global healing which took place, a healing meditation that circled the globe. All right. And there was also a six-sided U hexagram in the in the stores and so and I wondered if you had any comments about it. I know there’s another important date galactically coming up on the 15th of February.

Bashar: Most of this is representative of what we have recently discussed as more and more and more imprinting upon your general Collective Consciousness energy of what might be called the more advanced higher energy Sirius pattern, the Age of Sirius. Symbolically representative of the higher frequency represented by the Consciousness associated with the Sirius star system that is communicating to your world to help you uplift Yourself by focusing on, by aiming for that energy, that frequency, that level. And so you will perceive in your reality in a variety of symbolic ways—in the stars, in the crop circles, in many different things that you see manifesting on your planet—you will begin to perceive more and more manifestations of the number of six, which represents sixth density reality, very high frequency domain of Consciousness representative of the non-physical Collective Consciousness Sirius energy.

Asker: Yes. And actually I think that um configuration is still on today. I think it’s going to be for a few days.

Asker: I always think that you’re not going to answer them straight so then I hesitate to ask them. All right but I’m going to not be connected to that past.

Bashar: That is also for you a good reflection of the idea that certain hesitations within yourself will prevent you from knowing you already have the answer.

Asker: Thank you. Answer. Thank you. I have a question about the hybrids, hybrid babies. Yes. Have uh have any been in me since um the time in October? Over over a year? Not this last October. Not physically?

Bashar: No. Energetically there have been some connections made. Theoretically yes. And physically no.

Asker: I wanted… I asked you before about Violet if you would uh tell me what her birth date was and you said not at that time. Yes. How about tonight?

Bashar: No.

Asker: Why is that? Are you asking why? Yeah why is that?

Bashar: That you don’t say because this is representative of a certain process that is leading you towards something that we do not want to interrupt.

Asker: You know I really want to be more in communication with her and I’m open to it and I explored the idea of the Hibiscus. Yes. Which we um… and what did you get in that exploration? What came into your imagination about your connection to that being?

Asker: Nothing. Nothing at all.

Bashar: No. Then this is why we cannot give you the analogous birth date yet. When you get something it may be more likely that we will be capable of sharing that with you.

Asker: Is there something I can… I’m I feel like I’m saying Violet I’m I want to be like you know on an open communication and then I’m letting it go and then um I I don’t I don’t think I’ve had anything you know like I said so I I could say it’s just timing or or…

Bashar: No. We give it to you this way: allow yourself to make you would call another attempt and if you get nothing make another attempt and if you get nothing make another attempt and keep making it until you get something. Be persistent in this. Okay? That is part of the lesson.

Asker: Okay I could do that. Um 3 years ago um the earthquake they had here in LA. Yes. I was in Hawaii and I had a tooth abscess which we have talked about. All right yes. And um like it was exactly 3 years to the day I was at the dentist and um they’re doing a prep work to do a a a real new fangled kind of way to get a tooth without metal and such that’s and um this will be healthier for the system. Well you know what this is this is kind of interesting. I um the tooth one of the teeth that he prepared is um sensitive and he didn’t tell me if it would be sensitive or anything so now I’m like got the big fear that something might might happen with that tooth and I and I’m going okay this is my opportunity.

Bashar: Yes it is. But also pragmatically if it is done correctly, if it is prepared properly, there will be no sensitivity. What I’m saying is I’m… I connecting with the past? I’m scared that that tooth might need a root canal or something instead of just be ready to do what I understand. And once again we give it to you this way: pay attention. You do not have to look at this so metaphysically. Look at it pragmatically. Simply in your physical reality if it is prepared properly there will be no sensitivity. So it is your understanding as to how to communicate with the individual working on your tooth to understand that something may have been prepared improperly. Okay? So it’s not my tooth is sick or whatever?

Bashar: Not so much. Although if it is prepared improperly it may become so. But it does not have to become so. If it is done properly there may be an adjustment that is required.

Asker: H. The last thing… um well I wanted to say that the think again part from Conversations with God is like really fun. Yes. That just if you think this think again think again I really love that. And what you said tonight it’s so magic I could just like apply it to so many things.

Bashar: By all means do so.

Asker: It’s it’s it’s like in the moment you be anything you and what I was thinking I go well here I am in this vehicle that the last inhabitant Hadad so I still have their car but I’m in it new. All right. But I but that could change too. Everything will. Yeah. The last thing I was going to ask you about was Anapath. Was that the correct pronunciation? Repeat. Anapath. I I Anath.

Bashar: Oh well thank you.

Asker: All can you tell me anything about Anatha?

Bashar: Only when you begin to get information about Violet.

Asker: You mentioned the one light and we were discussing the same thing last session but um the one light where did it come from? It because it always is…

Bashar: Did not come from anywhere. Remember again Isness only has one quality: Isness. There is no before to Isness. Okay? Isness has never been not Isness. But before awareness it was dark. Is this true? Again this is an allegory. Remember that when we say before and after these are only Concepts that exist within Isness. There was never truly a before and after after within the Infinite. You understand? Not in its experience a before and an after. Yes. This is difficult to translate into your third density reality domain. Nevertheless this is the best that can be done with your language.

Asker: I understand nonlinear linearity somewhat. All right. Now all you have to do is learn to pronounce it. And so the light it’s I am understand it to be intelligence.

Bashar: You can understand it that way. Although more specifically just to put a more precise definition upon it that is more relevant to your reality: Intelligence, though it can be used in the way that you are using it, Intelligence is really more precisely the application of awareness, not awareness itself. Okay? Consciousness is itself.

Consciousness is consciousness. Awareness is awareness. Intelligence is what do you do with that awareness? Okay. The application thereof. Although again we understand we don’t have to necessarily be that strict with the definition and if you want to say that it is simply Intelligence we will understand and acknowledge that idea.

Asker: Okay. So my this was another question I have: what is the difference between Consciousness and awareness?

Bashar: Yes. In a sense again it is the idea that there may be Consciousness that can be aware in a variety of ways. Although Consciousness to some degree implies the idea of awareness, self-awareness, so on and so forth. There may not even really be a term for what you might call that substance that is unaware. Do you understand? Okay. So we just in your language translate it to Isness. That would be the term that would best represent the idea of that substance you are referring to that once it becomes aware is referred to as Consciousness. Does that make sense?

Asker: Okay. Yes to some degree. So Isness is simply like the fabric of existence itself. Consciousness is when the fabric knows it is the fabric. Okay. And also immediately creates the idea of reflective self-awareness that creates difference in the fabric. In other words awareness of the threads that make the fabric up. Does that make sense? Mhm. So Isness then awareness of itself as the fabric and then self-reflective awareness of the threads that make up the fabric. But at the same time going back to Isness and understanding that every single thread is also the whole, the Isness. Okay. Does that make sense?

Bashar: That makes some sense. All right. And I’m going to go back and forth here but oh all right since time is what you make of it go right ahead.

Asker: Okay. Uh you mentioned non-physical Sirius energy. Now I’m understanding that these bodies these uh entities… do you mean your own?

Bashar: No. What bodies are you referring to?

Asker: Sixth density. They are not bodies physically. Well not like mine. But they are be… but you call them non-physical. But because they are entities then they must still have some physicality.

Bashar: It’s just no, not physicality. Again this may be simply a matter of semantics. They can have cohesiveness but it is not technically what you call physicality. But it is not the density you recognize as physical. Right. In the same way that you would not call Energy physical. You to understand it is not matter. Okay. That is what we mean by they are not physical. They are not material.

Asker: But then is light matter or is it just energy?

Bashar: It is in your terms energy.

Asker: Okay. Understood. Is Ariana’s birthday July 17th?

Bashar: No comment.

Asker: Oh I know it’s the 17th. Okay. And and in my um lecture that introductory lecture that I give I explained how physics has uncovered what is called the unified field so to speak. Yes. Yes. And um how then I just I just say Consciousness is this unified field because I know it to be true.

Bashar: Yes. Although of course again terminology will advance as they have greater understanding on your planet. It is not literally a field but that is close enough for them now in their equations to use that term.

Asker: Okay. Yes. And yet I am not understanding to understanding it to the full degree because I’m not able to explain. People go how can you say Consciousness is this basis of creation? How can you say this? And I just go well I know it to be true. Yes. But I don’t know how to explain it.

Bashar: That’s all there is to it. It’s the basis of All-That-Is. Then yes. Because there is only one single moment. And this can be shown as we have explained the concept of the Prime Radiant. Okay. And once you show that there is only one, one place here and one moment now, then if Consciousness exists within the here and now, anything and everything is consciousness.

Asker: Okay. I have to do some more homework. Prime Radiate. I don’t know much about the prime radiant.

Bashar: It is simply the idea that even physiologically all is one literally one. Okay. This can be in a sense Illustrated, described and demonstrated. And once everything is understood to be one thing, then if you are conscious then everything is conscious because everything is one thing. You understand? Okay. And that’s how to explain it to people. This is a simplified version of something that might ultimately result in a more detailed conversation. Yes. But that is the simplified ABC of it.

Asker: Yes. Something that a lot of people aren’t going to want to hear at this time.

Bashar: Well that’s all right. They don’t have to. They don’t have to.

Asker: Okay. And on the the children I had a dream also that was about 12 boys guys. And were these 12 boys my own?

Bashar: No. Okay. This is representative of the idea of a coming together of a council of a level of consciousness, of a level of awareness that represents one aspect of your relationship to them and to yourself and to many other things. It is the idea of a kind of council and the idea of several other ideas.

Asker: Uhhuh. Okay. And you ex… you described yourself as a hybrid and yet you are Grays actually right? I mean humans are hybrids as well but you you’re actually Grays?

Bashar: No. We are hybrid of human and gray.

Asker: What do you call yourself then besides hybrid?

Bashar: Essiani.

Asker: Okay. Essiani. But we’re we’re human.

Bashar: We are using the term hybrid because it is representative of what is going on on your planet in the idea of the hybridization between the species that you are now hybrid. Though you may be the species that you are now and the species you know of as the gray. So in that sense we are a hybridization of those two elements. Even though of course in your own history Humanity in and of itself is the result of hybridization.

Asker: Yes. Yes. And I can call myself an Earthling and that’s the same as calling yourself an Essiani.

Bashar: Yes. But I’m a human.

Asker: Yes. So you are a hybrid of a type. But when we use the term hybrid in your language we are simply linearly referring to the concept of the juxtaposition of the genetic material of humans and Grays to create our race.

Asker: Okay. So is that not clear to you?

Bashar: It’s clear to me. But I what is the confusion or the frustration? I’m a human so and I’m an Earthling.

Bashar: Okay. We can say I’m an Earthling. You we can say that. Call yourself Essiani. What else in hum… like what would be your your yeah parallel word for human as to what you are? You part human part gray?

Asker: Yes. But I mean Earthling describes where I’m from. Essiani describes where you’re from. Human. But to us it also describes what we are. Okay. Because in our ancient language Sani, the name of the people, Sani is the name of the place. Sasani is the name of the people. Living Light. That’s how we describe ourselves. That’s what it means in our ancient language.

Asker: Okay. Does that make sense to you?

Bashar: Yeah it makes sense to me. And you use the word Shivaya. Shiva. What is she?

Asker: It is an ancient word in our ancient language that can be translated in a number of ways but ultimately its most basic meaning is “get out of my way.” But meaning this: meaning I am now so focused I am going for what I know is me and my truth that nothing can stop me. So in a sense Shivi is to some degree a statement of intentional focus and also in a sense a hailing or a greeting or a cry of congratulations to someone who is going for something with such clear intention that nothing can stop them. So in that sense “get out of my way.” You understand?

Asker: I understand. So Shivi in that sense has many different meanings in our ancient language.

Bashar: Okay. And you will come to our world personally at sometime in the future?

Asker: I have been in your world in my spacecraft but in terms of setting physical foot on it?

Bashar: Yes. In what you call your future I will.

Asker: And if I’m not in Los Angeles will you find me please?

Bashar: We will be where we need to be and the timing of all those who need to be where we are, they will be there. Shai.

Asker: I’m working with the healing energy of the universe. All right. Speak speak up and be bold so that all may hear what it is you have to share.

Asker: Okay. Well currently currently right now I’m working with the healing energy of the universe. Is that a pun?

Bashar: No it… yes it is. Why?

Asker: Currently. Oh thank you.

Bashar: Because that’s how you use the healing energy of the universe: by flowing it through yourself like a current. Yes. You’re right. Thank you for your humor. I I enjoy it and appreciate it. We learned a lot of it from you. Oh remember that in our civilization we no longer use our language and in that sense therefore in learning your human language Sometimes some words we have come to understand that even though we always had humor in our society we never had what you call the pun. So thank you for creating the pun for us to enjoy.

Asker: You’re welcome. Well one of the things I was seeking oh some guidance and understanding about what about the service that I’m doing for my brothers and sisters? What kind of guidance and understanding do you need beyond the fact that you know you are doing your joy?

Asker: Well uh a lot of it just happens.

Bashar: I yes. Well that’s the way it’s supposed to happen. So it will just keep doing that. Are you doing the thing that excites you the most?

Asker: Yes I am.

Bashar: Well then what else needs to be said? Do you understand that by doing the thing that excites you the most you are validating yourself to the level that the Universe can then support that? Whatever it is you do that excites you the most is representative of your natural true vibrational self and thus will support you to that same level in life.

Asker: Uh-huh. I get an idea of that. All right. Well is there anything about this that you doubt?

Asker: Uh well verbally I can’t explain it to uh a lot of people seeking uh some reference to what it is I do when I tell them I’m an energy healer. Yes that’s not enough for them. They don’t have a category or…

Bashar: All right. How about this analogy: do you understand tuning fork?

Asker: Yes.

Bashar: Do you understand that if two tuning Forks are in a sense tuned to each other that if you start one vibrating the other one will also vibrate in what you would call sympathetic Harmony?

Asker: Yes.

Bashar: That’s healing. Okay. A Healer gives off a certain frequency. Yes. Like the original tuning fork gives off waves and pulsations of energy frequency, pitch, vibration levels of energy. Any individual attracted to that healer is asked, is invited to match that frequency. And if they match that frequency, it is a frequency representative of their more natural self. And in the natural self no disease can exist. So if they take the challenge and rise to the challenge and literally match their frequency to that given off by the Healer, they will be vibrating in Harmony and thus they will cure themselves. And that’s how a Healer heals. Does that help?

Asker: Yes. Very much so. One of the techniques that I use commonly uh refer to here in Earth is a chiropractic. Yes. Is this something that I I need to still use or can I…

Bashar: It has great benefit when in where you believe it fits your pattern of Joy. Yes. But it’s up to you. Do not need to ask “is this something I still need to do.”

All you have to do is ask yourself: is there some aspect of this that still excites me? That is still representative of my highest Joy? Is it a part of the things that I want to do that in doing them are representative of me being in my joy?

Whatever is still representative of you being in your joy continue to do that. Whatever is not, stop doing that.

And it can be as you would say part and parcel, one from column A one from column B. You understand? Yes.

Whatever you decide to concoct as the equation, as the variables that come together in a new definition of who and what you are all about that represents your joy is correct for you.

And when you change your mind and want to drop this and add this or change the way you go about doing that then that’s correct if it’s representative of alignment with your highest joy. And that’s all there is to it.

Asker: Brina and my my girlfriend and I are very much interested in Crystal bowls. Crystal bowls. Yes. Oh all right. Are you familiar with with them?

Bashar: We understand to some degree this apparatus.

Asker: And uh we were going to incorporate that uh can you give us… are you asking the same question again?

Bashar: No. It’s the relationship. Why?

Asker: Uh I guess just because of our passion and interest is indicative of why we need to pursue it. Gee I guess so.

Bashar: Okay. Well Wonder just because just because as if that were a trifling reason?

Asker: No that is a great reason.

Bashar: Yes. Because it will help and train your understanding of vibration more clearly.

Asker: That’s great. You understand?

Bashar: Yes. Is that obvious now that I say it?

Asker: Yes. And why wasn’t obvious before? Because of my lack of confidence on my own inner guidance.

Bashar: It is not that you lack confidence. It’s that you are confident about your inability to understand. Do you see the difference?

Asker: Yes.

Bashar: You lack no confidence but you are placing your confidence in a definition that is not aligned with your true self. So place your confidence in a definition that works for you instead of placing your confidence in a definition that works against you.

Asker: The last sort of experience I had was a couple of weeks ago I was in Oregon. Yes. And um experience of what of being um something which happens to me quite often but I can never really quite remember so I wrote some of it down. Um not being able to um I couldn’t go to sleep because I was terrified of of whoever was in the room. Oh all right. There was somebody in the room and um I turned lights on so I could sleep and I couldn’t close my eyes because every time I closed my eyes I thought somebody was going to come up and cut me. I don’t know why I kept thinking I was going to be cut. Oh all right. And um I don’t know there was just somebody there all night keeping me awake. Oh all right. I was just really really scared of every Cor.

Bashar: And then why didn’t you get up and make tea?

Asker: Well I was actually in a hotel so well I did sort of wander around and I turned the TV on and I did all sorts of things and then but it was just there the whole time.

Bashar: But that’s not the point. When we ask you euphemistically why you didn’t get up and make tea we’re not talking about just making it for yourself. We are talking about forming a relationship with what you believe is in the room with you and offering it some tea.

Asker: Yeah. You you explained this to me before but I can’t but I’ll do it again if needs be. Yeah I just I was really and also um my body started to vibrate. That happens sometimes. I start shaking.

Bashar: Exciting. It means your vibration is stepping up. Only your definition of that experience as a negative thing makes you experience it as a negative thing. If you will begin to have some fun with it—even if it scares you, we know that people on your planet have fun being scared sometimes, otherwise you would not have amusement parks and roller coasters and scary movies—so understand that all you’re doing in a sense is co-creating your own scary movie, your own roller coaster to wake up something within you. This is the symbology of forcing yourself to stay awake is that you know deep within you some awareness needs to wake up about your connections and interactions interdimensionally with other consciousnesses and with yourself internally.

So the idea of giving you this notion of making tea is a way to set a table that would allow your imagination if you will settle into that familiar ritual to actually have within your imagination the appearance of a conversation with whatever that other Consciousness or energy might be so that it can begin to reveal itself to you so that you can begin to feel more at ease with this relationship and bring it into the light so you will not have to remain frightened by it. So I would suggest that the next time it happens you literally go through the ritual of assuming that you simply have a house guest and that you set the table for tea, sit down, have some tea, pour a cup for the other how many ever you might perceive are there and begin to engage in a conversation and see what your imagination comes up with. You may be quite surprised at what you get if you will do this.

Asker: Okay. All right. Yeah have a tea party. Have why was I why do I keep thinking I’m going to be cut?

Bashar: From time to time some of these interactions do involve in what you typically call your past things that you would recognize as medical procedures. Do you understand?

Asker: Yeah. Sometimes literally your body has been cut.

Bashar: Um who who was it? Cut. Um who who was it? Grace? A faction thereof. But again it does not mean that this cannot be equalized but it will require great presence and great hospitality.

Asker: The last time I um was here with with you um I went home and I went to bed and I said okay guys you come out and we can talk because I feel I’m not going to be afraid and of course nothing happened.

Bashar: Yes. And then you see the idea if I may interrupt you is not to convince yourself that you’re not going to be afraid. That’s exactly the incorrect thing to do. The thing to do is to say if I’m afraid that’s all right, I can still use my fear and learn something. And in accepting that I might be afraid, paradoxically by accepting it and learning from it I can allow it to transform into Joy. So it’s not the idea “I won’t be afraid” but that if I am afraid there is still a way I can positively use it so that it will transform and then I won’t be afraid. Okay? But the only way to not be afraid is to understand that you might be afraid and to let that be all right instead of trying to hold off the fear. Remember it’s not the fear itself that stops you from doing anything, it is being afraid to be afraid that stops you.

Asker: Yeah I understand. So then use your fear, use your creative imagination and transform. Because again remember fear and Joy are the same energy. They’re made out of the same energy. Fear is just once again by analogy that little sour note on the piano that simply tells tells you that there’s an idea within you that’s out of tune with the rest of your instrument. When you hit the sour note PL PL plunk on your piano you don’t go running away in panic screaming and never touch the piano again. No you tune that key. You say why is it off key? In terms of fear the fear is saying you have a definition within your Consciousness, within your belief. When you go plunk and go H discordant uh that’s all it is. It’s another physical analogy of that same idea to put you in touch with you need some fine-tuning. So if you know that’s what it’s for then you can use it with that attitude and you will get in touch with the definitions that make the energy translate into fear and by fine-tuning them you will allow the key to come back into harmony. Make sense?

Asker: But for you the way we scan your energy one of the ways you can most strongly go about this to involve and engage your imagination in this relationship is to have a tea party just for you and them. Your finest China.

Bashar: China absolutely. Yes. Good day.