Yakuza Mind

Part 2

Yakuza Mind

171 min read
Reuben Langdon
Do you know about David Icke? He’s become famous within circles of people who follow stuff like this. He speaks of lizard, no, I mean, reptilian. Reptilian way of doing things. The way of apprehending life.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
Let’s call it “Yakuza Mind.” A pyramidal organization. People at the top of the triangle.
Reuben Langdon
Like on the American dollar bill.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
Ah yes, the pyramid.
Ayako
Ayako
A few individuals maintaining their position at the top. People fighting to get to the top. That idea or consciousness. It’s a structure where everyone becomes a slave for the sake of the very top people.
Reuben Langdon
Like the political system that we’ve been using.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

The system that has been running our planet. The top controls, the bottom follows.

The top people are considered winners and the bottom can only follow them. Those who refuse to fit in that system are labeled as the enemy.

This pyramidal structure will begin to shift into a different form. I see it as a symphony where each individual contributes with their own talents.

There is the idea of equality that everybody stands equal with no top or bottom placing. Everyone is equal and equally important, in the various positions each with its own importance.

In schools and society the pyramidal structure has been systemized. You just followed that flow by default. That’s how our society has been built. Now it’s crumbling apart fast. That’s extremely positive! It’s fun for me.

But it may be scary for others. We’ll have nothing to cling on to, but that’s part of the process. Our old grab bars will start to fall apart. We’ll learn that the ways we’d known don’t function anymore.

That’s when we stop and pause for the first time to allow new information to flow through. That’s where you can start from zero again. Then you’ll allow new perspectives. That’s where we’re headed.

Ayako
Ayako

There are individuals who have realized:

  • the vastness of their true consciousness
  • that it contains everything that the Universe contains

Those people are grounded and don’t waver. For example, somebody might say “You believe in aliens? How very weird!” But they don’t waver. There is no doubt in their hearts.

Thanks to the emergence of such individuals, others can learn that it’s now safe to be open to new perspectives. But in the process of their awakening, one may begin to doubt themselves.

When they are subjected to harsh criticism they waver, thinking “Maybe what I’m doing is weird.” That makes others decide it’s safer to remain where they are.

There will come a time when there are so many people who are truly open and remain strong in their truth. That’s when grounding happens. They exist with a consciousness that’s free of preconceptions and limitations.

When those people begin to reveal themselves they’ll show others that everything can be exciting, easy and simple. Inventors and the like, there will be more and more of them. Until now, inventors were regarded as special.

Now anyone can become one. These people will remain strongly grounded in their truth. They don’t waver when they are told that the mainstream perspective is correct.

They know that anyone:

  • can become free
  • can return to their infinite consciousness

When they share that knowing with complete conviction, they’ll incite others to shift into that space as well. When you’re in doubt, others will react as “This sounds dangerous.”

But there will be unwavered people who will show others a way. We’ll see more of these people soon. They’ll become living examples for others to awaken, while remaining powerfully grounded in this physical reality.

More people will also feel compelled to do so. Also children who are being born now are beings from the Universe as we all are. But they come with the knowing that they don’t need to use limitations.

They refuse regulations at school and don’t let themselves put into a mold. They’ll show true ease and natural talent. For example, they might start drawing without taking any lessons. Or start playing piano like Beethoven without training.

Reuben Langdon
There will be more children like that.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

I see many of them already.

They’ll start showing the adults what is now possible. These new children:

  • are little people who know they don’t need the limitations of the Earth
  • will work hand in hand with adults to open the parts of their consciousness which had remained closed until now, and re-integrate that sense of limitless possibility

As they’re grounded in that knowledge, they:

  • can offer an example to those who are in doubt and afraid of future uncertainties
  • will get a sense of relief and the possibility of shifting to a new way of life
  • will feel much more stable

So you’re supporting those who do not waver so that they can set examples for everybody. They’re showing others that it’s indeed safe to awaken. I offer classes called “Lessons from the Universe” to those who have agreed in consciousness to truly awaken. As they reconnect to themselves, I back them up and support them in that process. Because those individuals will in turn contribute to creating a sense of security for others to open up and expand. This is a truly important thing.

Reuben Langdon
What do you teach in the class? Can you give me an example?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

In our daily lives, we each create our own reality, right? For example, you manifest a situation wherein you feel “disappointed.” But that “disappointment” is an Earth frequency which we can let go.

The frequency of our true nature is excitement. When you were asleep here on Earth, just like I used to be, when something positive happened, you felt happy. When it wasn’t the case, you felt disappointed. Our emotions were focused on the external reality. As we awaken, we establish a different relationship with emotions. You project your own reality and experience the feeling of disappointment or powerlessness.

Those are only frequencies and there is a way to simply remove them. When you look at your reality that your everyday self projects, you can find out which frequency of the Earth you’re using. Then you remove them.

Reuben Langdon
Would that be image training and meditation?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

There is a method for turning those frequencies into form assigning them hardness and weight, and then removing them. We’ve remained asleep by focusing very strongly on the external reality.

So the outside reality seems very tangible to us. It looks like it’s really happening. However, awakening means you start redirecting all that attention on the outside back to yourself. As you do this your infinite consciousness becomes much more tangible. And reality starts to become “soft”.

That is how we can start using our day-to-day reality to become aware of the frequencies of the Earth. So that you can let go of them. There is usually a two-week period between each class. It’s like a University course.

Reuben Langdon
A cosmic University.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
Instead of teaching you limitations, it teaches you how to remove them.
Reuben Langdon
I’ve never attended a class like that. But I’ve studied a lot on my own and received a lot of my own “downloads.” That’s how I started to see reality differently from a broader perspective.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

The best practice for you is the one that you feel most attracted to. And it’s different depending on the circumstances. For example, feeling drawn to a place. If you feel like traveling to America, there’s meaning in that.

If you feel like staying home that’s meaningful to you too. That’s why choosing what brings joy to your body and heart is important. That’s how you come across information you need. There’s this fairy tale.

Are you familiar with the story of Hansel and Gretel? These two children leave pieces of bread behind in the forest, creating a trail, so that they don’t forget their way back home. This is the analogy I like referring to. My future self is leaving breadcrumbs for me, lining them up. Guiding you to the path leading to yourself.

But if I’m attentive, I find it again. The next breadcrumb that my future self has left me. And that can be information. Or our interview today. Everything that comes up shows me the path.

Reuben Langdon
Yes, listening to your own signs is so important.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

Following your excitement is always meaningful and leads you to new encounters. The more you listen, the stronger the signs become. If somebody offers you advice suggesting not to act on something, instead of being swayed by it you reflect on how YOU feel. If it feels right to you and brings you excitement then clearly that’s your truth.

Excitement is the sign. If you choose it, you’ll be on the path to your true self. When you listen to your true excitement and really trust yourself in that process, you start choosing things that feel right to you, and bring joy to your body. In doing so, your signs become stronger. Then you start to understand the different types of excitement. You’ll be able to tell if it’s not right for you.

The true excitement contains joy, so you won’t hurt others or yourself. We’re experiencing a planet of separation. When we see things through the filter of separation conflicts and friction result out of it.

Then we’ll have the sense of superiority and inferiority. The ruler and the oppressed. The pyramidal structure. The Yakuza Mindset. That’s what leads up to wars. But when everyone decides to return to that vast, familiar, incredibly peaceful self… When everyone remembers their true self that is of excitement, they begin to take the time to listen to themselves.

They’re not influenced by the outside reality but listen to their own feelings. You can start with small things. Things like “What do I feel like eating?” Instead of saying “anything is fine” you can now really check in with yourself. As you make it a habit the signs you receive become stronger. Then you won’t follow the excitement that is not of your true nature.

How Ayako Met Bashar

Reuben Langdon
You and Darryl did some events together. What was the process leading up to that point?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
It started in July of 1987, when Bashar first contacted me. For me this was the first time using telepathy. Bashar wanted me to channel him. He said, “The people of Earth are awakening.” “We went through a similar experience. We wish to support you.”
Reuben Langdon
Bashar delivered this information to you directly?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

Yes, it was from him directly. But I was still very much asleep at the time. I mean, channeling an extraterrestrial in public? It was just unconceivable in our deeply asleep society at the time.

But then Bashar said… Well, at first, I was frightened by the whole ordeal, the idea of channeling him publicly.

So I traveled to the US, where I spoke with Bashar through another channel. He said:

Bashar
Are you afraid you are going to fail?
Bashar
Ayako
Ayako
That’s exactly my fear
Bashar
You have not failed in the past, nor will you ever fail.
Bashar
Ayako
Ayako
I didn’t understand the meaning of it. But I thought “There is no use trying to run away from this.” I was starting to become aware of my true self, and I really didn’t want to shut this out. And it was then I was ready to lose everything. Even if I lost it all, it was okay.
Reuben Langdon
Even though you risk losing friends, it still felt right?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

Yes, I knew people would take their distance. But my conviction remained strong. I wanted to live my true self. The part that had come to life. The part who hadn’t learnt limitations, my essence.

If that was indeed the “real me”, then I really wanted to experience that freedom here on Earth. This was the “truth” I kept returning to, no matter how much fear came. That’s how I overcame that period. From that point on I officially started to channel, appearing in public events in Japan.

Reuben Langdon
Did that take time? To get familiar with channeling, did you have to take lessons with Bashar? Was it easy?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

No, it wasn’t.

But when I decided to channel, knowing I could lose everything, I started speaking with Bashar telepathically. “Yes” would come from up here, a “No” from below.

We created rules, things to make it easy for me. There was that “preparation phase” where I was downloading information 24/7. The pipe cleaning. When I was channeling Bashar, I would put all that Earthly knowledge aside. I would put aside all the laws and rules I had learnt on Earth, so as to become a transparent, clear pipe.

I decided to be just a clear channel to let it flow. That’s how I proceeded. At the time… We all have a Higher Self, right? We just hadn’t contacted it until now. I would connect to my Higher Self then tune into Bashar.

When you try and reach out to information from “higher realms”, whether you’re trying to listen to it or watch for it on TV, this is facilitated by your Higher Self. It’s not just passive listening.

You’re using your higher consciousness. This is a great exercise. So then, I started channeling. No matter how far Bashar was, on Essassani or on a spaceship, we were in telepathic contact, so I would receive images instantaneously. He would send layers of information at once like plates stacked on top and I would simply “read” them in Japanese. Since my physical mind didn’t interfere, I was able to transmit the information clearly.

Reuben Langdon
So at that time, when you put yourself aside, did you step off to the side consciously? Or were you in a completely different space entirely?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
Like in a full trance?
Ayako
Ayako
Yes, everyone has a different process.
Ayako
Ayako
For me, since I was speaking with Bashar telepathically from the beginning, I would remain fully present so I could hear all the information.
Reuben Langdon
I see, you clearly understood what you were saying then.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
I was fully aware and listening, just like the audience, so I could apply the information to my life.
Reuben Langdon
That’s convenient. It’d be a waste to lose it.
Reuben Langdon
Reuben Langdon
You had an advantage compared to other channels who go into full trance.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

But nowadays there are fewer and fewer of trance channels compared to previous years. This is only one perspective, but without going into full trance they couldn’t receive higher information.

But now the collective consciousness is rising and expanding. So we can access higher information without getting in the way. That’s what’s been said. The signal generated by people’s thoughts, which used to get in the way, are now softening.

Reuben Langdon
So, to go back to those channeling years…
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

Two years in the 1980’s. I started channeling publicly in 1988 and 1989. I met Bashar in 1987. I stopped in 1990, I’d already quit.

That was Bashar’s wish too because Sassanis share this information to support human’s evolution. They support us to not just being passive listeners but integrate the information to awaken.

Not just being a channel, but I reconnected with my true self. I was accessing more and more of that information to further awaken. He expressed deep joy at this.

The more I reconnected with myself, the more my consciousness expanded. It made it easier for me to access different states of consciousness. I then started using this stream of information to structure it into a class. Collaborating with Darryl was from 2008, 2010 and 2011.

Reuben Langdon
Oh, that’s pretty recent. You, Darryl and Bashar. When you’re with Darryl, sharing the stage what’s the feeling?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

When we are collaborating? It’s always like this, but I’m always quite plain. Clear. Transparent.

When I take the next step, I don’t hold onto anything. For example, when we collaborate, even more so than doing it alone, it’s something of a challenge.

There’s some concerns like, “it’s been so long since Bashar and I have collaborated.” We’ve done channeling and communicated telepathically. But having Darryl channeling Bashar and me there, I wondered if it’d go well.

But for the most part, insecurity and fear are signs for me to move forward. These are opportunities for me to expand. These are doors to open. If there is fear and insecurities, I use that to propel me forward.

So I exchanged fear for excitement and did the collaboration. With that in mind when we collaborated, it was like the most exciting thing I could achieve. It was very exciting.

Bashar and I would talk back and forth. It was a grand transmission. It went across the stage. It was so much fun. I knew Bashar was having fun too. I could tell.

So there was a first for Darryl when he was channeling, He stood right up while channeling, that hadn’t happened before. Bashar was so into it, it was a sign of excitement.

Oh, we see we just don’t fit in again. Around 1990 to 1991…

Reuben Langdon
Do you know Andrew? He also channeled with Bashar. Around 1992, 1991-ish. Maybe for three or four years.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

No. Understand, as has already been shared, I represent a society that, globally speaking, lives on another planet.

Therefore, you refer to us as “extra-terrestrial’ Your scientists are now beginnng to discover enfolded within your reality, that there are many more than just one dimension of experience.

We in that sense occupy another dimensional plane altogether. But for a frame of reference, were you to overlap your reality and our universal reality, we would be located and perhaps this is somewhat arbitrary, but for the purposes of convention, approximately 500 of your light years in the direction you label Orion constellation. Our planet is a society much as your own with many differences as well We have in our society, Embodied unconditional love, peace, acceptance, and willingness to function as a cooperative whole But not in anyway shape or form at the cost of individuality. Therefore all individuals still maintain that sense of individuality. But we understand that one concept that is very possible is that there is and can be, unity in diversity. Therefore, we relish the diversity, and we understand that all of the truths that exist in our society are true. and if they seem to be at “odds” so to speak with each other, individuals understand as a foundation that all truths are true.

To the people or individuals that are in that sense believing that truth So therefore, though we may not choose a particular truth, we do not forsake it and this allows for a style of cooperation At that time, through Andrew, Bashar spoke of you.

Reuben Langdon
-Oh, really?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
From 1990, around that time.

Dolphins

Ayako
Ayako

He said, there will be 3 entities on Earth who will continue to channel Bashar: Ayako, Darryl and…

A number of people were channeling Bashar. But the names given, that’d be Ayako, Darryl, and a dolphin. During an public event in America Bashar had said, he was channeling through only three people. Darryl, Ayako, and an Australian dolphin who’s name was…? Dreamer. A dolphin called Dreamer.

Reuben Langdon
Yes! I’d heard that. What’s Dreamer up to?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
That’s something I don’t know. I didn’t have a chance to meet him.
Reuben Langdon
What a shame. He should come to Enoshima and visit.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
Dolphins generally have a higher consciousness. They have a lot of information.
Reuben Langdon
Next week I’m going to Hawaii. I’ll be swimming with dolphins.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

There’s an amazing vibration. I too have swam with 50 wild dolphins a long time ago. Even though I didn’t know how to swim, I was with them for 3 hours.

I got separated from the dock at about 500 meters away. I ended up in a deep ocean because we found dolphins and at first followed them on a boat.

When I realized I was a ways off from the beach. Hawaii’s ocean was so clear, I could see into the deep waters. Freezing up in fear, I started to sink. Blub, blub, blub, all the air came out of me.

I thought, “Is this how I’m going to die?” Then a dolphin’s voice cut through the ocean. “Oh, dolphins!”

Excited, I saw a vision. I was wearing my diving mask. There was a snorkel attached. In this vision, I saw myself floating, looking down through those goggles. The dolphins were showing me that vision. I was sinking but realized, “That’s what I need to do!”

I floated like the image. That saved me. These dolphins came to get me and together we swam. From both sides, 2 dolphins held me between them. Then we teleported.

With these two dolphins there was a child-like excitement. When I said “We’re friends!” I found myself surrounded by about 50 dolphins all around me.

We didn’t swim into a school of dolphins. The two suddenly changed into 50. They played with me like that. It was such an amazing experience so you should try it too. Dolphins will come to you when you’re enjoying yourself.

Reuben Langdon
I’ll have fun.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

By laughing you draw them near.

According to Bashar, in 4 years, many people will understand that the dream dimension is the reality. When I heard that, I thought getting there in just 4 years means the acceleration must be amazing.

Right now I’m in that dream dimension. It IS my reality. I wake up in the morning still in that dimension. Therefore I’m always in the state of being able to do whatever I want.

I want to tell people about it. This is the real way of life. As you connect to your true self and return to that higher consciousness, you’ll remember that you can do anything. With that awareness you’re moving through parallel worlds. You can shift your reality freely.

Reuben Langdon
It’s like a game.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

Yes. When you understand the function and how to control it, it’s just a game. You can shift to the planet that reflects your state of consciousness and experience it. With open eyes, living in a dream.

That’s the era we are headed towards. Everyone has forgotten that they’re playing a game. We’re playing a game of being asleep. We’ve gotten so involved into that game. But we’re on the verge of realizing it’s all a game so we can control it. You can choose your favorable frequency. Gradually, as we connect to ourselves, we can zoom out and see the big picture.

Like the breadcrumbs we talked about earlier. If you look at a maze from above you can see the exit. So you can guide yourself. It’s the same idea. When you see things from higher perspective you can guide yourself who is in this physical reality. Like, “Don’t go that way. Go left.” Your Higher Self can call out to you. The other day in a class, the Galactic Council joined us. Bashar works with them.

The Association of Worlds

Reuben Langdon
The Council is a…
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

The Association of Worlds is a collective consciousness. They’re close to us. We can become one body and do many things together. We can give guidance to the people who are asleep on Earth. The more I connect to myself, the more I can see what I can do too. So it’s fun to work with them.

Gradually, this non-physical collective will participate more and more. There’s a reason why many UFOs are seen but not landing on Earth. Deep sleep creates separation. We’re quick to fight because we use fear. If UFOs land and we start fighting, they’ll have no choice but to fight back. They don’t want to scare us, that’s why they contact from afar. But gradually we’re raising our frequencies. Now finally, we can see the possibility of joining the Council in ten years. And the young ones will have been prepared for it.

Reuben Langdon
So the ETs are waiting for us to prepare.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
Yes, there’s nothing they can do but wait. We’re trying our best, but really, we have to wait too. For the people on Earth to gain elevated awareness. But things have really sped up. If things keep accelerating, by next year the subject of UFO will be open. In general, when I talk to people about it it’s not strange to them.
Reuben Langdon
Yes, that’s already happening.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
But once it’s disclosed, the change accelerates. People suspect that aliens exist. They can accept that idea. Once they know that aliens do exist, they reject the idea because all they’ve learned is separation. Then everything you know collapses. At the end, you’ll shed yourself of separation to return to “One.” It’ll be a shock to know that aliens exist. But it’s a good shock because you need to let go of stereotyped ideas. Once this happens, things will change very fast. It’ll accelerate.
Reuben Langdon
When you first saw Bashar the shock was brief, wasn’t it? How many days or months would it take to recover from the shock?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

When I went to the spacecraft and came back I had this resolute knowing within myself that I wasn’t dreaming. So there wasn’t much of a shock. I think it’s the same with everyone. It’s for you to think “This is the truth.”

It’s different from accepting other people’s idea of truth. Once you know your own truth, you’ll stop doubting yourself. Then you’ll start preparing to accept the truth. Of course, you’re the protagonist of your story. You’re the one to open the gate to let the information enter. Right now on this planet called Earth there will be more people who are ready to accept the idea that aliens exist.

They’ll become the majority. From here on out, the changes will create some shock, the shock of the truth. But it’ll be different from the shock that I experienced before. Somehow, I think the future will be extremely pleasant. Children and awake people are emitting that signal. So there’s equilibrium. Without these people there will be just shock.

Thanks to those who are stable and don’t waver, the shock will just be temporary. Others will quickly learn from them that there’s no need to be shocked. But without those awakened people, things will be difficult. We are like an antenna, receiving signals. And we emit signals as well.

Reuben Langdon
So, do you think when the time for “disclosure” comes people won’t be so shocked?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
For those in deep sleep, it will certainly come as a shock. The extent is different. If you don’t want to see the truth, you’ll be hit the hardest. But if you’re starting to awaken there will come a time where you need to choose. You may be swaying between being awake and staying asleep. For those who are swaying like that, this is a good shock. Now they have to choose.
Reuben Langdon
So they choose.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
Yes, that’s what happens.
Reuben Langdon
There are those who stay deeply asleep.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
For example, people who are into the stock market and such.
Reuben Langdon
The top brass, you mean.
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

Like, people who make chemicals. What you do for work is separate from this deep sleep.

This is also a chance for those who are in deep sleep. But disclosure may be a really big shock to them. It might take a little time, but the awakened people will show them the way.

A wave of them will come and show others the possibility of a bright future. So the sleepers will be afraid, but they’ll gradually think all’s well. It’s like when you’re on an airplane and there’s turbulence.

When it’s really terrible, everyone’s scared and looks at the flight attendants. When they see the flight attendants staying calm, they feel safe. Just like that, when something out of control happens, people will look at the ones who know that this is the greatest thing ever. The signal those people send out is an invitation. Not only that, our Galactic family are all supporting us.

There’s stability. We already have those awakened people and children. Earth is ready. That’s why disclosure happens. This is what I think. The sound of truth is different from the sound of knowledge.

You can say things just from knowledge “The future will be good!” “Don’t worry! You can be free!” But if you don’t believe in it, it’s not convincing. When you have the knowing, “Our future is bright” has the sound of truth. That creates stability. Returning to the conversation about excitement, in nature there’s nothing but excitement. There’s no overthinking. A tree is as it is.

Reuben Langdon
In the natural world, like forests?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako
Yes, and animals and such. Everyone seems to be excited all the time. They create and take on various forms without thinking about it. If it hits a barrier or a block it redirects itself.
Reuben Langdon
In regard to trees and grass?
Reuben Langdon
Ayako
Ayako

Yes, similar to that. But this blooms through ideas. It thinks “I’m a lily”, therefore brings out the lilies from seeds. Plants are not completely innocent nor without thought. Plants learn ideas. There are lots of ideas in the soil. Same around the Earth.

Just like cell phone signals, there are lots of ideas around us. Plants pick up those ideas. One might pick up an idea of a tomato, producing three fruits from one seed. That’s how it works. Plants don’t just bloom without any ideas. This is an Earth-based plant. It learns ideas in the soil and takes that shape. When people of Earth return to the center the signals will change. Up until now, we’ve created limitations and rules from the idea of fear.

People have resonated in that idea and created this planet. But once people start to return to the center, that will create an incredibly harmonic sound. When you know that you’re perfect and you can be anything, you’ll return to unconditional love. When bringing about this awareness, our civilization will change. Also, the Earth’s frequency will change. The harsh ideas will become softer.

When the idea of “I can be anything” appears plants will pick up that idea and start taking different forms, I think.

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